MONDAIT

Intro

 

가수와 곡에 대한 소개입니다 ( 가사 해석은 아래에 있습니다 )

"Lennon Ray Louise Stella (born August 13, 1999) is a Canadian singer and actress. She portrayed Maddie Conrad on the musical-drama series Nashville (2012–18). Before going solo in 2018, Stella performed with her sister as the duo Lennon & Maisy. Stella released her debut EP Love, Me in 2018. Her debut studio album Three. Two. One. was released on April 24, 2020." [각주:1]

"Older Than I Am is a track in which Stella explains how she lost her innocence when she was still a child, due to the fact that she rose to stardom when she was young. The pressure of being a child star led Stella to mature before the average child. The slow piano and faint sound of an orchestra backing her vocals create such an emotional appeal to the track." [각주:2]

Lennon Stella - Older Than I Am

 

Released on April 24, 2020 ( Three Two One, Columbia Records )

Lyrics / Paraphrase

My heart's seen things I wish it didn't
내 마음은 내가 원치 않는걸 들여다보곤 해
Somewhere I lost some of my innocence
언제부턴가 난 순수함을 잃어버린 것 같아
And I miss it
그게 그리워
I miss it
너무 그리워

Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
밤새 무언가 잘못되었다는 생각을 해
My life's been survival of the fittest
그동안 내 삶은 너무 치열했지만
But I did it
그걸 해냈어
I did it
그걸 견뎠어

I do all my own healing
모든 아픔을 스스로 이겨냈고
Manage all of my feelings
모든 감정을 스스로 다스렸어
I don't ask for help, no
난 도움을 구하려는게 아니야, 아니
'Cause I don't need it
도움은 필요하지 않거든
'Cause I don't need it
도움은 필요하지 않거든

Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
때론 바보 같은 짓을 하고 싶어
Be kinda reckless while I can
할 수 있는 한 무모해지고 싶어
Say I don't give a damn
어떻게 되든 상관 없다고 말해
But I'm older than I am
난 나이에 비해 성숙하거든
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
그걸 보여줄 상처가 생길지도 몰라
Just say to hell with all my plans
그저 내 부서진 계획들을 말하는 거야
'Cause I don't give a damn
어떻게 되든 상관 없다고 말해
But I'm older than I am
난 나이에 비해 성숙하거든

Why am I always the one making decisions?
왜 난 항상 결정해야 하는 사람인걸까
How do I handle the pressure?
이 무게를 어떻게 견뎌내야 하는걸까
I do my best to fake it
드러내지 않으려 늘 최선을 다하지만
But honestly I hate it, oh
솔직히, 그게 너무 괴로워

I do all my own fighting
모든 싸움을 혼자 이겨냈어
I'm who I'ma confide in
난 내가 솔직할 수 있는 단 한 사람이야
Maybe I need help, no
아마 난 도움이 필요한가봐, 아니
I won't deny it
이제 부정하지 않으려고
I won't deny it
이제 부정하지 않으려고

Sometimes I wish I could do something stupid
때론 바보 같은 짓을 하고 싶어
Be kinda reckless while I can
할 수 있는 한 무모해지고 싶어
Say I don't give a damn
어떻게 되든 상관 없다고 말해
But I'm older than I am
난 나이에 비해 성숙하거든
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
그걸 보여줄 상처가 생길지도 몰라
Just say to hell with all my plans
그저 내 부서진 계획들을 말하는 거야
'Cause I don't give a damn
어떻게 되든 상관 없다고 말해
But I'm older than I am
난 나이에 비해 성숙하거든

[ Outro ]
Older than I, older than I, older than I
I'm older and I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am

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Listen on Bugs https://music.bugs.co.kr/album/14117806

Listen on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/3nP0DOBWPfEToiDGMXZCAb

Listen on Apple Music https://music.apple.com/us/album/three-two-one/1501262697

  1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lennon_Stella [본문으로]
  2. https://www.thepostathens.com/article/2020/04/lennon-stella-three-two-one-album-review [본문으로]